the end

i never thought i'd say this....but i did...
i was wrong about you...

all this time that i stood by your side...believing you...trusting you...were useless...
you were just playing with me...
toying with me...
using me...
while i sincerely love you...

while others keep trying to save me....
i thought they were trying to sway me away...
i kept thinking that they were jealous...
i kept saying that you were not like that...
how wrong i was...

so thank you...
for showing me...
the extend of selfishness you're willing to go...
for being the kind of person you really are...
before it's too late for me to save myself

but i do not regret loving you...
nor being with you...
although it was just an act of pure selfishness on your part...
it was a good memory...
i shall cherish it...
as a reminder that...
all good thing must come to an end