exam time

it's almost exam time...and it brings back waves of memories...

1st sem : me, aiman n mamut...made an alliance...
2nd sem : 1st time i ever had a study discussion with anyone...huhu...it pays back handsomely...my 2nd sem result was the best i ever had...
3rd sem : the worst result ever....i think...hadn't had time to clarify the fact...
4th sem : felt so down from mid sem exam till i had to fly back home....so that i could answer my final exam...huih
5th sem : not so bad i guess...but could have been better
6th sem : still working on...haha...coming up in 2 weeks

exams always being a special time for me...it's the only things in life that i think i can do with an ease...don't get me wrong...it's not that i excel in all my exams...it's just i've never been bothered by exam...i never get stressed by it...i just go and do it...whatever results i got...i just accept it...

what makes exams really special to me during my time here in university...it's that i felt needed...everybody was looking for me...
if i'm late...people will call...
if i'm sick...people will be worried
whenever i'm hungry...there's always somebody to accompany to late night supper...
and whatever fight i had with him...will be resolved during exam time...

people always said that he was taking advantage of me...that he was just using me...but it didn't matter to me...maybe i'm blind...maybe i'm stupid...maybe i'man idiot for letting love did all that to me...

but the truth is..everybody is the same...i'm not saying that all of my friends are like that...but i mean everybody in general...we all have something to gain with somebody else...

so if people said he's taking advantage of me...i'll say...i'm taking advantage of him too...we're friends with benefits...and we're both okay with that...

actually i'm more contend in being his best friend...or someone that he love...but friends with benefits works just fine..there's no point in getting your hope up...

better be prepared for the worse...sediakan payung sebelum hujan...