the thing about picking up the pieces in your life is...there is so many small pieces scattered around everywhere...that it became hard to even with. just imagine tring to tidy up an extremely messy room. you'd be lost as where to start. you might take a moment or two. you might even give up.
after all, it's not easy to rebuild a life that have been shattered. where would you start? how would you do it? where do you go? which direction do you follow?
what kind of life do you want? the life before all the destruction happen? or a new life that you don't even have any idea yet.
it's scary. trying to rebuild something that has crashed down before. does the foundation strong enough? will it crumble again? how could i make it better, stronger and tougher than before? what's wrong with the previous one? i want to make sure that it won't happen again.
but i'm only human. and human is capable of mistakes. and that's exactly what i've been doing.
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