over

i love him. it's as simple as that. and he doesn't love me. period.

but i don't think we can work anything out between us. there's nothing to be saved anymore. unsaveable. that's his word. i quote that from him. and i think we can't even be friends anymore. the pain is just too great. the hurt is just too deep. i can't even look at him anymore. can't even hear his name anymore. it just inflicts more wounds. i need to face the reality of it. it's over. nothing's left.

period.

1/2/2009