i'm not a people person. i love being around people...but i don't actually be a part of the group.
it's just doing what people told me to...orexpect me to...is kinda hard.i don't surrender to direction easily...i don't follow orders...i don't obey rules...i'm practically living in people's world with my own way.
i'm used to being alone...so it never bothers me if people leave me on my own. it never occurred to me that one day i'll be bothered by it. it's not the loneliness...but the feeling that i just hurt people that matter to me. maybe i don't matter to them...maybe it's just me feeling like they're important...but somehow...for the 1st time in my life....i'm concerned with what i've done to others who are not my family.
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