today, i saw him. he was smiling. he was laughing. but he wasn't smiling because of me. he wasn't laughing with me. and those dashing smiles and contagoius laughs were definitely not for me.
getting over love is tough. especially if it's unrequited love. everywhere i turn, memories kept flooding back. i guess the memories of us as friends got blurred by my emotions. everything we ever shared, were just as friends. unfortunately, i can't appreciate that right now.
getting over one sided love is very painful. because there's nothing about him that i hate. i'm in pain because he doesn't love me. and i can't hate him for that. how can i hate a guy for something that he didn't do?
today, he talked to me. or rather, he asked me for some candy. i didn't say anything but i gave him some candy. i think i'll always keep some candy in my bag for him. even when i knew he already had someone else. i can't stop thinking about him. can't stop thinking for him. and until i stop, this pain will never go away.
29/1/2009
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